Sunday, June 11, 2006

197


tHis is my 197th entry's into this blog.......i again want to thank all of you for sharing the ride.......i plan on a special tribute to the 200th entry later this week.........i will blog on and keep all updated as to life of a cancer survivor...........you know there has not been this great revalations or a spiritual moment ..i did not see a shinning light that guided me through all this.......i did not pray for a cure and if it did happen i would sell my soul to the devil or something like that............i kinda always enjoyed myself before the cancer struck and the people around that made up my world .........(even if some were a-holes i got a kick out of them) not you of course... and i figured that i was a lucky son of a bitch to have what i do have.......... i have to say it feels good though to be on the mend...........my life is good...period..these last 7 months have been pretty freakin amazing i must say....shoe boxes full of cards ..letters.....get well wishers & tons of gifts.........( i mean i am in the shoe biz so i had to use a shoe box)....hundreds of e-mails ( i saved everyone) so i quess you could say the most amazing things that happened through all of this is the un-dying love that all of you extended to me and my family........today while on my daily walk......i noticed a bird in flight.....i marveled at how effortless it seemed to lift himself/herself from her house and just fly.....i mean did i always just take that for granted....ummmmmmmm i quess i did change.....darn it i did not want to get all sappy on ya................146 lbs fat albert move over....

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