Wednesday, March 15, 2006

ANNIVERSARY

fred and barney says:happy anniversary
5TH month since i was diagnosed.....5 months...first month to get all the ducks in a row....3 months of chemo-sabi....one month to recover strength..right on schedule i must say.......i really have to say it has been a heck of a ride.......kinda trying to figure out what the last 5 months would have been like without cancer in it.........Regardless of the outcome ( and we all know what that is gonna be)....i would like to think it has made all of us think of life a little different....... at least that is the word on the street.....i will enjoy every sandwich a little more (warren zevon)......the notes of music will sound sweeter.......hold my loved ones a little tighter.....oh yeah and dance like there is no tomorrow at michele wedding in oct................i read a saying once and it said..."when you wash the dishes....wash the dishes"......it kinda means if your going to do something do it with passion....look i know that it is impossible in this world to be on all the time....but man i saw a sunset tonight that was beautiful....that moment made the whole day worth it...that one moment......when i am at a concert or a movie i always pick one moment during the event that tells me it was worth the hassle and the tix price to be there....allmans concert it was when they played soul shine...the neil young movie...was when he played old man........i know it sounds bizzare but that is what gets me through.........i look for that one moment in a day (or nite) that brings it home.....oh well i guess i made up for not talking much today....enjoy the flowers starting to come up.........see ya tomorrow...........tomstrong

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