THE DAY AFTER

What an emotional roller coaster ride i have been on...i mean you have to understand that when the chemo enters your body it has a daily effect on you the likes i have never experienced
..it should take about four weeks to be completely out of my body...so like i said last treatment is the 15th..i should start feeling better on 2/22.....and each day thereafter..getting my stamina and strength back....The wheels are in motion for my surgery as i type...should be around mid to late march.. to which means i get to see my beloved allman brothers band at the beacon in nyc march 10th....i hope casey and chris will be at my side.....nothing like a brothers concert......except a black horse or possum..the guys i play music with...we always have the best time and i am missing that part of my travels mucho...that and my incredible team and friends on the road.....i should be in vegas right now.... eating at the grand lux..staying at the venetian..going to the show party tomorrow nite...chicago and earth wind and fire...all you could eat and drink..now we shoe people really know how to throw a party......to all who read my blog...you know i always knew how charmed my life was....even through all the personal tragedies i will never and have never taken anything or anybody for granted....i learned at a very early age that laughter and love will carry me through.....to this i owe all to the way i was raised and how amazing my family was in difficult times...we just embraced each other and gathered strength from the event and moved on....we knew what we had or have and never and i mean never failed to to say "i love you" and really mean it.... so to my blog world of family and friends i leave you tonight with this " i love you" i love you for caring so much about my health and well being...... i have so much to be thankful for..i know joni mitchel once said " you don't know what you got till it's gone"....well i always knew what i had......sorry joni..... does not apply to this brooklyn cowboy
chemo "6 days to go " sabi