one of my beautiful tress ...last winteri think it's cool that Christmas and Hanukkah start around the same time this year...it is as good a time as any to really tie up the loose ends so to speak.....i for one will try to call some old friends i have not spoke to in a while just to say that i ........ well i really don't know what i am going to say...just hearing their voice will trigger something and i guess i will know what to say then...a customer came to the warehouse to pick up shoes today she asked me if i was ok...( she was not aware of my situation) i thought she knew... i said "treatments are going well" ...she replied "what treatments" i said chemo....and told her ...she responded through her tears...i always pray for your daughter but the last few months i have been praying for you also and i did not know why...now i know she said..Bizarre but true.....i was touched ..she blew me away....
these are days that are taking on a new meaning every time i open my eyes...i am trying to absorb what is really going on around me..i am in a major cloud these daze and today i actually woke up and just starting laughing at the illness that i have ....i mean come on .....bladder cancer .. you just have to laugh at it....so bizare....yet man o man does sloane have their shit together...thinking of everything that could happen and heading it off at the pass...pro-active instead of re-active .....i admire these doctors that have my life in their hand...today i celebrate their lives and the sacifices that they made to get to the top of their professions......doctors ...i salute you......i owe you ....we owe you ......big time
peace on earth.... good will to retailers (especially in charleston)
p.s typo yesterday...next treatment 12/22...i wish it was 1/22
goodnight mrs.calabash...where ever you are....cartwright you crack me up...to the strangers on my comments..thank-you mucho
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